What is the essence of this life? Why are we sent here? What happens after the story ends? Is there some supreme entity who is guiding everything? Ahhh! There are endless queries left unanswered….it’s better to be aware of death and make your stint in god’s company called ‘life’ as the most memorable, inspirational for others and happy for yourself and your loved ones!

Learn this fact and keep it close before you ' retire'. Handle the situations before they go awry coz life might not give you a 'second chance'. May be when you realize you are already ‘fired’! ;)

The clock struck twelve. They entered into the sixth year and they were saying 'the same things' to each other as in the start. With the same intensity and in 'the same way', totally unaware of the timings which, a few years, earlier pronounced the beginning of a 'Timeless Relation' <3 <3

Love lasts!!

Broken heart heals

Tears dry up

Longing-ness alleviates

You laugh again.

Then one day

Mind conjures up 'that someday'

'Stills', take you back to the days lived together

And you realize since when you ceased smiling..

Love never fades..Love lasts <3<3

The Sun on the full moon night:))

Hiding behind that dark orb, only gleaming a white lie
I know in the crowd, you give me a spotlight.

Cajoling me into a magical world, only seeping in love
I know in this bluish ambient light, lays your gentlest touch.

Rejoicing on the way, only casting most powerful spell
I know in these darkest hours you show up as “the lustrous sparkle”.:*:*

A while ago:

Just a while ago I was a little girl;

Now I feel grown up.

It happened in a spurt of time;

I couldn’t sense the onset of an epoch.

Childhood Innocence showcases as wisdom;

Echo’s of laughter coveted,

Carelessness, a sign of ignorance;

And those entire pranks seem puerile.

Frisky movements into elegant stance;

Emotions stand poised.

Fairy tales now termed surreal,

Practicality is ‘the art of living’.

Mistakes no longer easily forgiven;

Perfection is framed as 6/6 vision.

Certainty is out of notion;

‘24*7 work’! Duh..a stylish living.

Candidness is out rightly rejected

Diplomacy begets accolades.

Happiness cannot be travelled to

Don’t know why, sorrows seem so endless.

I used to live to see myself grow up

And now when I do, I feel it was better to be little.

Tall I’ve grown but I don’t feel tall

What an irony of the situation!!!

Someone correctly said.."U will never know when u grew up but as you do you will always know the difference."

On Friendship Day::

If ever I dare to walk alone,
I know if smth s wrong, there's you to bank upon.
If ever I display acts of carelessness,
I know if in trouble, I have you 'my rescuers'.

You lift me up when am low

And dance with me in my joys.
You know what gifts will make me happy

And which words will bring a smile;)

The hustle and bustle, pangs of laughter,
The horrendous fights, shared togetherness,
All these memories caressing the heart

when apart...

I love you my dearest friends
On the beat we have set such beautiful trends.
I thank you for 'all in all',
For bearing with me and nurturing our bond:)

Heaven in your Embrace!

Dazzling bright smile
Across an alluring visage
Shiny-glowy shimmer
Around a gaze crystal-clear

Ornamental-golden dress
Beautifully suited to the Deity, adorned with grace.
Pearl-ivory chains
Surrounding the amber rays!!

Bewildered,amazed
On the truthiness of the moment.
I stood kneeling down
Fingers clasped, throat urging to make a sound...

I beseech you, softly I speak,
To forgive the wrongdoings, the nemesis of my being,
And guide me,
My soul towards the path of ethereal realm.

I thank you,
For the heavenly benedictions and your graciousness,
And bow down to you,
For showing all the divine wisdom, for bestowing your garden treasures.

And now let the love hues suffuse me coz it's HEAVEN in your EMBRACE!!

Happiness Around:))))

The lush green grass,Sooth a million sight.

My cold bare feet,Unlock the arrested ways.

The transparent strands,Originate from the deep dark puffs.

My hands clasped,Guard my drenched heart.

The uncanny whirls,Speak a thousand tales.

My eyes glitter,Shed shiny pearls.

The silvery blaze,Enlighten the darkest dungeons.

My self bequeath the doleful thoughts to get soaked in the feeling of eternal bliss.

So my throat hawks to finally sing to happiness!!!

“If you fall she will make you stand,

If you weaken she will give you strength,

If you stumble she will find you a better path,

If you get angry she will take your wrath,

If you fumble for words she will be your orator,

If you find difficulty in organizing she will become your administrator,

If you want help she will be your assistant,

If you are bored she will confer as your playmate,

If you fall ill she will bestow upon you all the care and personal attention,

If you seek advice she will present you possibly some of the best suggestions,

If you are alone she will be there as your friend/companion,

The best part is you don’t have to tell her but still she will always understand.

She can decode your cryptic messages and can decipher your silent speeches.

She serves you as your confidant and all she wants is your happiness.

MAA_a gift from god to all children.

*Conditions apply:

If you need her she will be there and if you won’t she will pretend (though) she don’t care.

Supplier of only ‘Uncondition Love’.

Emo-quake

Miserable, lonely, vulnerable, failure-struck…the dark clouds of unhappiness circle my world today!

It’s like that winter day when sun doesn’t shine,

It’s like that darkest night, to walk a plain even I need to fight,

Day in day long there is no sign of rain, which has the power to settle a little, if not all the pain!

Bewildering, alarming abstractions forcing me to think where I went wrong?

I trod a path to get to nothing but a hail storm?

Stilled mind, life without a dream

Frozen senses, body without soul!

Howl, growl, I cry my eyes out,

Basing the toddler’s mind, signaling somebody to hold me tight,

Gasped, choked as no eyes caught my sight,

Blurred vision but those tears could still picture one face very bright,

A visage so attractive, an elixir for my life,

Ah! Peculiar, uncanny feeling draining my mind

Visions of past bought forward again.

Alas! an irony, the fondest memoirs inflicting incurable pain

Unbearable yearning, persistent longing

Where are you?

You who taught me the meaning of love?

You who made me so close to perfection?

Something so pure!

Your mere sight, my heart skipped a beat

Your gentle touch clutched the power to heal all malign effects.

An antidote!

No distance could rip us apart

Even death dint hold a chance.

So magical!

My heart bleeds coz I find you no more, you’re here no more.

Till now I thought it’s a mystery I need to resolve.

Not until now I realize that it was just a gimmicky played on me.

They say those tears have the power to heal your pain!

For me the fact dint hold the same.

The moist air I exhaled rose above and fell upon me as thunderstorm,

The current flowing trapped me in an eddy.

Miserable, lonely, vulnerable, failure-struck…the dark clouds of unhappiness circle my world today!

In Life………

We witness moments of sorrow, moments of joy,

Moments of inaction, moments of strain!

Sometimes lost, sometimes focused,

Sometimes dreamy, sometimes practical!

Like there’s dusk and then dawn

The Circle goes on and on.

Without Sufferings, we learn no compassion.

Without dissatisfaction, thou hast no craving.

We commit mistakes, we seek wisdom,

We get hurt, unknowingly or else we make others miserable!

Life is one, beautiful and short..

We might not be lucky to get a second chance at all.

It’s mine, so I should make it!

May be I tip-toed till now, but from now on I’ll better leave my imprints.

For the world to learn:

It’s not in worthy men’s sayings, neither in successful men’s quotes

It’s in you, if you wish to find it; you’ll find it in your own soul.

Appose still Apart

Many a times….

I tried to speak my heart out to you;

Don’t know why every time I plugged up.

Fumbled or stammered,

Straying from the regular discourse, that’s where I ultimately ended up.

Many a times….

I wanted to sing out loud to the world;

Don’t know why each time I choked.

Words spilling out lost connection with the LAN,

Sweet melody into a melancholy, without a cue, permuted.

Many a times…

I felt like dancing to the tune of ecstasy;

Don’t know why I always got my feet tied together,

My body lost rhythm,

And the ‘beats’, I suddenly became its worst follower.

Many a times…

I craved to ‘walk together’ with you;

Don’t know why I walked myself to maze.

Stilled reflexes, Stance perplexing;

Comprehending your unmatched heart and mind shades.

Many a times…

I desired to love you like crazy;

Don’t know why I restrained.

Signal of same frequency; your heart didn’t reciprocate

May be cupid shot an arrow on me only dipped in gall!

Many a times…

I wanted to give me unto you;

Don’t know why my betraying pasts overruled.

Either a product of pent-up emotions;

Or the love between us not strong enough to ignite the candle of trust!

Many a times…

I tried dreaming my future with you;

Don’t know why mystic clouds subdued.

Now when we are not together anymore, I got to know "WHY”!

Sometimes all you can do is just wait for your turn.........

Eeny, meeny, miny, moe,

Dear God please pick this time, this ‘thirsty crow’;

Years of HALT, I'm tired of waiting.

Besides, I can smell it;

It’s my cup of tea and it’s intoxicating.

I know that you know that I won’t let you down.

Just once and for all, try me,

oh my!Great Grand Lord!

Eeny, meeny, miny, moe,

I think it’s time I get what I've been craving since long.

Daze

Oh my..it’s such a night! Lights, fireworks, magical fountains, wine and soft music...WOW!

I look into the mirror and raise a toast to the host of this grandeur party and then I smile! I look around and here I see myself surrounded by the most amicable people. Among them are the incredible few who stood by me through thick n thin. I feel so lucky. “The goodness of god is felt the most when you have the most beautiful people to celebrate it with”-I say to myself and I smile. Just then I hear something-”You guys are just wonderful”. I turn around and blurb out-“they are mine”. I met the gaze of my ‘wonderful’ parents and then I look down, quiet aware of the consequences of my reflexes. A pause and our eyes meet again. My mother winked at me and then all of us busted out in laughter.

It's just so very amazing. Finally, I got it all...Lord I could have just not asked for more. It's my day, I finally made it, got it all. Whoa!

A sudden rush of thrill ran into me and I rejoice.

Just then some music seeps into my ears. ‘Oh! It’s not good’, I confessed it to myself. It’s kinda humming of a mosquito, a fly or whatever. My focus shifted when I hear a knock. I wonder which of my lovely ones have come over to join. But then I look around and I wonder that where can I possibly find a door in an open space. I run and run, all in sweat, in search for the door. The knock is incessant, each time the pitch higher. In panic, I slip and go down with a thud. God, it really hurts! I exclaim. I try to get my gaze straight and look up only to find myself in my room, on the floor, entangled in my blankets. Gosh!! I hear the knock this time graced with my maid’s voice-“Didi gate kholiye”. ….

The clock told 9:15 AM and I know am late for office.