Reminiscing about beautiful times gone by and savoring the flavor now if they were then scarfed down due to hunger or choked down due to clingy deadlines!!

This moment was kept aside for cherishing 'delightful memoirs' and now I anticipate the coming times to reveal themselves most engagingly to complete the Saga!!

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Under The Mistletoe!

It's odd to get stuck on

The intention though, is 'together' we carry on

Oh yes..this time this pain comes as a cost to you

As I'll hold you close under the mistletoe.

Many winters flew in and went out of sight

I couldn't reach you though always sitting alongside

Oh yeah..this time the sun will sparkle the dew

I'll hold you close under the mistletoe.

The works of nature has always been mysterious
It brings blurups whenever it's mischievousness
Oh no..this time the world will pose a statute
As I hold you close under the mistletoe.

All missed moments urge me to make a move
A tender brush, resplendent union, what love, picturesque!

Oh no.you know.you're not bound to stay
But I'll live today, everyday with you under this mistletoe.

The thoughts racing through my mind follow this path of your voice,,,I hear the gospels of love, compassion, patience, perseverance and bravery and I watch my steps maturing at every forward leap.
You teach me about modesty and taking the real walk of pride,,,about surrendering and experiencing real emancipation.
You make me believe that even when times are harsh and relations strained,,,,I got to move all tall with the zeal to win them over.
I love you MAA,,,,I know now I got to let go ego so as to embrace 'myself'!!

And the rain poured!!

Myriad Impressions
with the tinsel decor
kneaded the broken Heart
of the Mistress of Night
Gracing the echos of the Past
abandoning the Loneliness 
She bartered her sleep today
to hem transparent strands
and unlace Romance again!

If Only

If only you would know
how bliss clouds over me
and when crude anger covers it all.

If only you would know
what causes a sudden euphoric draw up
and a momentary blow off in between.

If only you would know
the reason behind my cheerfulness in off season
Although, a consequence of inner warfare all through.

If only you would know
the crux of my spiteful propositions
and my unreadable frenzied standards too.

I know it's hard for you to understand
May be, to you I'm egotistical or a victim of MPD
But if only you would know

I might love and may have loved but with you it is different
I cant convey, I cant keep mum
The much I hate my uncontrollable self.

I am the queen when you are around
A sinking ship when you turn away.
And all these hints breathe in a single space.

You have the password of my heart and the key to my thoughts
You control me and I protect you
But... if only. . . . . . . .

Falling Apart!

When I feel love
When it's apparent, "You and Me"
I get such an adrenalin rush
Like I am the only narration on this earth
Of the beauty and it's beholder
Of the love and 'eternal lovers'.

But as the rain comes down
When clouds of dark surround, 'You and Me"
I feel hollowness insurmountable
Like I have no purpose but to grieve
Over losing you and myself in you
Over the loss and 'lost love'.

It is such a moment of weakness in me
I can do anything for 'You and Me'
I have never known what is falling out of love
Like the water always quenches thirst
You are my breath and elixir of my life
You are my smile and my completeness.

But I should have known
Falling apart, 'You and Me'
Because you can see through me
Like I'm sheltered in your arms. And it was just a dream
I have a broken wing and you have no inkling
I am a falling star, the light is gone and I am fading..

I miss you when you're around
Can it still be 'You and Me'?
Do you love me or you don't?
Like a cipher decodes in further codes
I give up on your words now
But I am afraid to let you go....

I still remember your first words
Never gone never far, 'You and Me'
Do you still feel the same for me?

Maa

You hear my stupid narrations with utmost pleasure
You hold me strong and guard my fall
You take my irksome excuses with all smiles
You are and will be my support staff
You love me for what I am and will love me till my story ends...
I wish you tons of happiness,,miles of sunshine,,zillions of blessings and long life!!
As I am everything coz of you and nothing without you..
Happy Mother's day: Amita Somani, Archana Maheshwari<3<3<3

I see (me in) You!

I see you coming to take me to heaven

On the wings of an angel we fly on the colour of seven
Red is strong and blue is less
The beauty of my Neverland is far beyond my abstract sketch
You wrap me warm and keep me so close
You dig me deep and your smile calms my soul
Your breath is familiar, like I know it since ever
You kissed my lips, like You hear my thoughts
A sudden gush, a little quiver,
Everything then seemed disparate and alluring
I walk on the ocean, I touch the clouds
I sit on the moon, I talk to my love
The sun looks white, I see stars in the black
I see me in you, your eyes darted this spark
I feel bliss, beauty and bounty
The drink of love makes me sing endlessly
The circle of sorrow is now broken
The hollowness is filled with passion
The lonesome soul has found her shadow
The dreary lost-ends are finally complete
No more rain, nothing in between me and you
I see you and I see (me in) you!

Tell me (I yearn for your LOVE)

Tell me when you hear my silence and when you hate my patience

Tell me when you taste my tears and when you smell my fear

Tell me when you see my dreams and when you speak 'what I mean'

Tell me when you know my walk and when you hold my fall

Now I am cold and I may not know

So tell me when you share your soul!

Music and Me

Music.......

I don't think I can ever define your power

One moment I'm confined, the other moment taking leap of faith in Ocean's dark.

You elate all senses, rejuvenate the soul

You have that narcotic effect, every Saturday I have a ball.

You conjure up bitter-sweet memories, You seep in love

You hit with such passion, that which rekindle hope.

You beckon happiness, You sprinkle love hues

Any caste or creed, any age group; a connection with You, all we choose.

You make me jovial, You even make me choke

You make me teary, even remind me of a joke.

Fire, illumination; You are their source

Rain, sunshine; history has it You could bring them both.

You speak a different language, You speak differently in times

First I'm in You, and then You enter in me like the best dose of wine.

Oh melody..we are old pals

With lingering feelings and I'm reminded of the first day of our bond

The ease with which I confided in You and how my secrets were all told

The warmth with which You shared the burden of my tender heart

And swore 'we will never part'!

Our union is forever coz You make me breathe through the muzzle of each emotion

You are both, the cause and source of my jubilation!!

Transient Trance

The "etched memories" tussle with my present (pretentious) gaiety

They* tell me I cannot flow past an obstacle without building an eddy.

They* say they are 'the keeper of my heart'

That they* wont let me suffer from 'a gall-dipped dart'!

I sit confused;I thought all my worries are now very far

But they* assert that the tears dry up only after imprinting scar.

I thought I reasoned

They* show that laughter might deceive but the real smile is same for all seasons!

The uproar of busting visions break me,

The cacophonies of sworn vows depress me.

All teary I ask them* to embrace me

And they* easily lull me into my Neverland, through another Cinderella story!

And now in that trance I am weaving 'all that could be'....

*memories

Some random thoughts that keep me engaged;)

If the one person who governs most of your decisions is in turn a follower of yours, it would be the scenario of forever peace.;)

You always have options, it's all about the choices that you make and since it's 'chosen', truth is, it is in the best interests of the 'selfish YOU' !!

3 things that always get recurring notice- a lie once told (an unfortunate outcome of good thinking), a mistake once committed (an undeserving outcome of goodness), a straight forward reply (an unlucky outcome of good deed). 3 things that always remain unnoticed-good deeds, goodness, good thinking!!

I wish..

I could tell you how many dreams I dream of you

Conscious or in a subconscious state

Among crowd, a peaceful escape

Into the many thoughts I think of you, night and day !!

Crazy You, Crazy Me

Holding hands, hiding from the Crazy World

So close, lost in each other for a lifetime

Feeling every ounce of Mad Love <3 

World of a sort

There is this world of a sort

Like a bubble you frizzle and then you are a Rot.

Extravagance of eloquence

But a scandalous soul

Mysteriousness like The Grand Sea

Plausible conclusion of a speech.

Sincere representation of mockery

Crippled relations faking closest bond

Irony in the contradictions

Contradictions of a weird sort.

Nowhere there's a peaceful existence

Every second love is challenged!

When Love is only what I know then why I try to hide?

May be this is how even I am trying to get in a line.

With every lapse in a bird's flight

Love cankers from it's original might.

With every innocent being attacked by a gimmick

Hope surrenders to the world of cynics.

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And that is why my Neverland, refuses to come to reality

And that is how my surreal dreams, face harsh brutality!

TO BE ME!!

I am not here to please anybody,

Nor I am struggling to get a reservation in a VIP

I want my independence,

Free from the smothering social obligations.

What is that freedom when I can’t make mistakes?

Or where I am not given my own space!

I want to Live my life

Feel the quintessential love and find beaming inner smile.

There are people who want me to be ‘somebody’

Me:{Individual} to Me:{}

Do they try to understand where my interests dwell?

Do they care about the air I want to breathe; that, which rejuvenates my soul?

Can I dance in the rain?

Can I cry when in pain?

Or do you govern me?

Tell me if am not a human, rather a robot designed to suit thee?

Is there some place known as Neverland?

I read it in a fairytale, I ask you lord to take me there!

I want peace, I want love and I want your hand to help me make a larger universe

That which takes me as I am and not what I’m forced to become!

For there is one thing I cannot stand

To become “somebody” and yearn to be “myself”!

Love is a Distraction??

Love is when someone or something becomes your only focus. Distraction is turning away from actual focus. Love is not blinding infact it's an envision to bring about the best in you. It is based on the laws of Attraction and not Distraction.

The crux is love makes you a better person without which you will always remain a distracted soul. <3

So what do you think?

I love you Daadi....

Thought I lost you some ten years back

But today, I know I still have you and I am not sad.

You are as thin as air,

And like those thousand winds that guard ‘us’ from the burning sun’s glare.

I feel your presence on important events.

I see you in dreams, trying to help ‘us’ overcome unforeseen troubles.

I won’t cry today coz I know you are still present

You left us to escape into our hearts, to rest the endless flowing torrents!

I love you Daadi…You are deeply revered!!

I need you <3<3

When the rain drops sprinkle on my skin

I need you, your tender kiss.

When the sun shines down on me

I need you, your loving embrace.

When the nightingale sing to me

I need you beside me; I feel that childlike glee.

When the flowers bloom for me

I need you, hand in hand, to walk with me.

And when the nature's spell draws away the moonlight

I cannot see. I need you; you are the ‘silver lining’.

And when the wind blows in my face

It's really hard for me; I need you, you give me strength.

And when even in the crowd I feel gloomy and invisible

A lone traveler needs what else? Her ‘only companion’!

And when I spend these days but I am not myself

I need you; you tickle me, I laugh and you walk me through this mist so well!

So you know now I need you…

I need you when the dawn breaks,

I need you when the dusk falls

I need you …..TO WALK ME HOME!!